Forever

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Yo
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I know you don't understand my 
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words but you will eventually
You will eventually
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Some day
One day

[Refrain]
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I know you don't understand my words
 but you will eventually
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And when you get older I hope you 
don't hold this shit against me
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I hope you understand I love you 
more than life itself
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And this is nothin' but your 
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daddy's thoughts when he was feelin'
 empty

[Verse 1]
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And everything ain't always what it 
seems like on the outside
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I fought so many tears so that you 
would never see the outcry
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I never wanted kids until I lived 
and went through hard times
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And became a man that fell in love 
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with someone that my heart finds
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But you know how that shit go
Young and reckless, different women 
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part time
And I wasn't ready for that life 
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yet, I was in my dark prime
Me and your moms ain't get along and
               G#m
 she gave me a hard time
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I really think that we just crossed
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 paths at the wrong time
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I wasn't happy when she said she 
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was pregnant
Probably the worst news of my life, 
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that shit was so depressing
I told her she should get an 
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abortion and I really meant it
I'm sorry that I said that shit, yo 
I was trippin'

[Refrain]
E                                 
I know you don't understand my 
                 G#m
words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you 
don't hold this shit against me
E          G#m
I'm sorry, yo

[Verse 2]
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And I never wanted a broken home 
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to raise you from a distance
                             G#m
Yeah I'll admit it, I was scared of 
that type of commitment
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Even hopes of a miscarriage, 
anything bad that could happen
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That'd get me out of that 
         B
situation, I was livin
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I felt like shit about my thoughts, 
that wasn't me, I'm different
            G#m
Plus I was dealing with some demons 
that I couldn't live with
I told her she should get an 
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abortion and I really meant it

[Refrain]
                                E  
I know you don't understand my 
                 F#
words but you will eventually
                   G#m
And when you get older I hope you 
don't hold this shit against me
Hope you don't hate me, I was 
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selfish, I hope you forgive me
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Hope you forgive me

[Verse 3]
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And I still remember your baby 
shower like it was yesterday
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And to your mom it was special, me, 
just another day
I wish that you could see the 
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pictures, all the fake phony smilin'
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Had to pretend that I was happy, 
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deep down I was cryin'
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Ma asked if I was okay, I turned 
around and looked away
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I was dryin' all my tears, look back
 to say yeah
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I was lyin', goddamn, how the hell I
 get here?
                     G#m
This is it, this supposed to be my 
life
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This ain't how I pictured it
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I never felt so damn alone, but it 
was more than often
            G#m
One of the worst days of my life, 
and I ain't even lyin'
      E                            
We argued when we came home, I 
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blame myself for all this
I think that I was holding a grudge 
'cause she ain't get an abortion
I'm sorry
Damn

[Refrain]
                          E        
And I know you can't understand my 
                    G#m
words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you 
                        B
don't hold this shit against me
E                                 
I can't believe I tried to hurt 
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you, I hope you forgive me
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Please, please

[Verse 4]
                       E
And everything ain't always what it 
seems like on the outside
G#m
I fight so many tears so that you 
would never see the outcry
                 E
I sacrifice my life so you could 
live it
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Peace, want to give you things my 
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father couldn't give to, me
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I think I was raised wrong, and 
that's just what it is to me
                             G#m
And if you ask him then his ass gon'
 probably disagree
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But whatever, whatever
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And nothing's ever made me cry as 
much as you, I swear
                       G#m
Your smile gives me motivation and 
some new ideas
          E
My worst fear is always you not 
knowing who I am
                      G#m
'Cause I been on the road 
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dreamchasing for you out here
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I was the first thing that you 
opened your eyes to
And the last one that you said 
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goodnight to
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I went home and cried to
And I bawled my eyes out, and then 
watched you
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Glad I got you, that's a blatant 
fact
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And every negative thing I said I 
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swear I take it back

[Refrain]
                  E                
I know you don't understand my 
                 F#
words but you will eventually
                          G#m
And when you get older I hope you 
don't hold this shit against me
             E                  
I hope you understand I love you 
                    F#
more than I love myself
And this is nothin' but your daddy's
    G#m
 thoughts when he was feelin' empty

[Otro]
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I was feelin' empty
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I been feelin' empty
G#m
I put my emotions in this music when
 I'm feelin' empty
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I hope you forgive me
Please, please