­bathroom floor

I'm on the bathroom floor
My mom's first aid kit in my hands
Wish you'd come stitch me up
But first let me feel it just enough
A hundred prayers couldn't save me
From the person I've become
I don't know why you don't miss me
I don't know what made you run

Oh, Jesus Christ
I'm so sad all the time
I don't believe in God anymore
He wouldn't let me hurt like this
Oh, Jesus Christ
I'm so sad all the time
I don't believe in God anymore
He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor

Would you take care of my broken body
If I told you you destroyеd it?
Some days these mеmories will haunt me
But no, I'm not strong enough to fight it
Hope you'll pick the prettiest flower
And plant it by my gravestone
Maybe it will grow in summer
And I won't be so alone

Oh, Jesus Christ
I'm so sad all the time
I don't believe in God anymore
He wouldn't let me hurt like this
Oh, Jesus Christ
I'm so sad all the time
I don't believe in God anymore
He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor

I'll put a thousand bandaids
On all of my mistakes
Down on my knees and I pray
For some better days

Oh, Jesus Christ
I'm so sad all the time (I'm so sad all the time)
I don't believe in God anymore
He wouldn't let me hurt like this
Oh, Jesus Christ
I'm so sad all the time
I don't believe in God anymore
He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor