​if i’m being honest

Mm, mm

I was looking for something, thought that I found it in you
You kept saying we're nothing, and I ignored the truth
'Cause I wanted this so badly, I didn't listen to you
Now I'm left feeling guilty, 'cause I was too much for you

If I'm being honest, yeah, I kinda get it now
Why you didn't want a promise from someone you don't need around
And if I'm being honest, kinda hate myself for it now
I begged you for a promise, while I knew I wasn't the one

Maybe I was just lonely, and you filled the void
I let you get to know me, now our friendships destroyed
Would've died for you to want me, for you to just feel the same
Now I know why you warned me, 'cause we won't ever be the same

If I'm being honest, yeah, I kinda get it now
Why you didn't want a promise from someone you don't need around
And if I'm being honest, kinda hate myself for it now
I begged you for a promise, while I knew I wasn't the one

If I'm being honest, yeah, I kinda get it now
Why you didn't want a promise, from someone you don't need around

If I'm being honest, yeah, I kinda get it now
Why you didn't want a promise from someone you don't need around
And if I'm being honest, kinda hate myself for it now
I begged you for a promise, while I knew I wasn't the one

I wasn't the one, I wasn't the one
I wasn't the one, I wasn't the one