Let It Finish Me

If You show mercy to the ones who never cared if You let
Blessings fall on hands that hurt
I was waiting for the ones who stayed quiet
Too distant and never spoke first
I've been bleeding in the silence
You've been counting every scar
I've been asking where You're hiding
But You've never been that far

You don't forget
You don't miss, You don't turn Your face away
Every tear I never cried still had Your name

They say vengeance feels like closure
But You say leave it in Your hands
You say love is how You break them
When I don't understand
So I bless the ones who hurt me
Even when it cuts deep
If kindness is Your weapon
Let it finish me

I see crumbs fall from a table I don't deserve
Still You let me eat like I belong there
You saw the damage before I knew the cost
You stayed quiet while I learned how to trust
They took pieces I didn't get back
But You kept what I lost
You move slow but You don't miss
You wait long but You don't forget
You're not late, You're not wrong
You're not done with them yet

They say vengeance feels like closure
But You say leave it in Your hands
You say love is how You break them
When I don't understand
So I bless the ones who hurt me
Even when it cuts deep
If kindness is Your weapon
Let it finish me

I don't want revenge, I want them free
Before the day comes when mercy is gone
If You're still reaching I won't pull back
If You're still waiting I'll wait too
Let them turn before it's too late
Let them see what grace feels like
Let them meet You before they meet fire
Vengeance belongs to You
I'm laying mine down
You desire mercy
Not bodies on the ground

So I bless the ones who hurt me
Even when I can't breathe
If kindness is Your vengeance
Then let it work through me

You didn't miss a tear
You didn't waste my pain
You didn't break Your promise
You just stayed