Conscious

Now, that I´m here
breaking my relationship with time and space
watching my life through the milky glasses of a
window
now it all becomes so clear.

If I had the opportunity to smell
the enchanted wind of a spring flower
I would take a deep breath
to relax.

If I had the chance to get the tingling emotion
of warm white sea sand
slipping through my fingers
I would hold on to the feeling.

If I could see the pure and carefree smile of a
child
as the original nature of honesty
it would be so refreshing
being able to respond.

If I could hear the greatest sound
the silence of forest in the early morning
just interrupted and up valued by the lonely
call of a bird
I would answer.

If I could have my body back
to be reloaded by a sip of crystal clear water
water which is not polluted by chemical industry
I could taste the freshness of the unspoiled
nature.

Now, that I´m here
breaking my relationship with time and space
watching my life through the clear glasses of a
window
I get aware of the small things which are least
the greatest.

I left my life
my physical form of life behind
I realize my blunted and senseless way of life
I should have lived my life much more conscious.