loser

I been thinking 'bout us
I know I'll never get that trust again
Lucky me, but look what the fuck's the point?
At war with the thought of avoidin' the truth
That I'm just a fuckin' loser to you

I suck at everything I do so don't get it confused
I get the disappointment in me (yeah)
Look at the bigger picture, it's a part of it
Trust it only stays if your heart's in it
Look, I know we’re not okay but life's a bitch
Hope that we feel better but it never ends

I was still lost when you found me don't doubt it
Just because I fucked don't mean that I'm drownin'
Under my own judgment came to that I'm nothin'
Tryin' my best but it falls flat likе always
I been passin' time sleepin' through the day like nothin'
Tryna fight thе nerves, but they pull me in like quicksand
I'm too insecure, no I can’t be on a Polaroid
I hope you understand how I been doin', I hope you're proud of me