Calling

Oh how could I know so long ago what happened
All I could do was try to break the pattern
But you wouldn't see all of the love you shattered
What it all meant to me, it didn't seem to matter

Now I watch this world in color
Hoping that I can recover
From your words that had no honor
'Cuz your heart can't spare a dollar
Only nightmares lurk in the night

But this bad dream won't leave my sight
I just need an antidote but I can't emote what I'm thinking
I just need a remedy but I can not see what I'm fighting
And some folks say that I should be winning

And some folks say that I'll be ok
But there's one person that I'm wishing
That would give me the time of day

It's never gonna happen
It's never gonna happen
It's never gonna happen
It's never gonna happen
No way

Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling
While I'm waiting here by the phone
Now every second my heart is falling
Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was
No I guess this ain't what I thought it was
I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this this ain't what I thought it was
I guess this ain't what I thought it
Oh I guess this this ain't what I thought it was
I guess this ain't what I thought it
Oh I guess this this ain't what I thought it was
I guess this ain't what I thought it
Oh I guess this this ain't what I thought it was

Somehow you can keep on living
And forget all that I've given
It don't matter how I try 'cuz I'll always side from your vision
And now I only pass the time hoping I'm the one that you're missin'
And some folks say that I should be winning

And some folks say that I'll be ok
But there's one person that I'm wishing
That would give me the time of day

It's never gonna happen
It's never gonna happen
It's never gonna happen
It's never gonna happen
No way

Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling
While I'm waiting here by the phone
Now every second my heart is falling
Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was
Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling

While I'm waiting here by the phone
Now every second my heart is falling
Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was
No I guess this ain't what I thought it was
I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this this ain't what I thought it was
I guess this ain't what I thought it
Oh I guess this this ain't what I thought it was
I guess this ain't what I thought it
Oh I guess this this ain't what I thought it was
I guess this ain't what I thought it
Oh I guess this this ain't what I thought it was