Decline

I’ve been all across the city for you, girl
But you’re not tryna show me no love
I’d been lying if I said I ain’t had second thoughts

I changed everything I could about myself
I guess it wasn’t enough
I’m tryna figure out what happens, still connecting the dots

You say I’m useless, acting clueless
Why you stunting on me
Who’s this? We’ve been through this
She ain’t nothing to me
Make time but you take mine
Wanna hit me on the FaceTime in the daytime
Every time I hit the decline
I get guilty
I feel like I’ve got to rewind for you to feel me

Thought I told you I got curb eyes
You can’t heal me
Girl, I’m happy being broken
Stop trying to build me
This the real me

I’ve been looking for distractions every night
But I can’t get you out of my mind
I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t tried before

Only known you for a fraction of my life
But I feel like we’re intertwined
And I’d be lying if I said it didn’t feel like more

The intentions never clear with you
You say that you’ll hit me up, and then I never hear from you
Keep on pushing me away, whenever I get near to you
But when you’re feeling down, you say you need me to be here for you

And I’ve been all across the city
From the north to the south
Still there ain’t an ounce of pity
When you open your mouth
Are you really riding with me
I’ve been having my doubts
Gotta be a different person every time you’re about

You say I’m useless, acting clueless
Why you stunting on me
Who’s this? We’ve been through this
She ain’t nothing to me
Take time but you take mine
Wanna hit me on the FaceTime in the daytime
Every time I hit the decline
I get guilty
I feel like I’ve got to rewind for you to feel me

Thought I told you I got curb eyes
You can’t heal me
Girl, I’m happy being broken
Stop trying to build me
This the real me