Effort

You don't make an effort
And now I'm doing all the reaching
Love in me is a curse

I clipped my wings and now I'm bleeding
I don't wanna need her
But I got used to how she treat me
Barely feel I'm on earth

My insecurities are eating
My downfall is overthinking
Reassure me or I'm weakened
Leave me drowning leave me sinking

You ain't text me back in weeks
Woke up to blood up in my sheets
See devil horns replaced my wings
Revenge has always tasted sweet

And I'm so sick of being me
I'm not really one for the bullshit
I don't want the talk stage, I just want this
I'm the man that I am, drew a line up in the sand

And I cannot really stand beyond-it
I don't wanna waste time, be honest
You broke every last thing you promised

Leave my coat back at home, when I'm out in the cold
Cause I guess I must like the hardship
I make shit harder for my self and I deserve no help
I fucked up, every, single, time, I had, a grip on someone else

Why love is always hell, I don't no nothing else
I'm dragging myself through the pain I'm entertained by no-one else
I crave what makes me melt, like Icarus I fell
Must be addicted to the pain, the way I hide it you can't tell that

My insecurities are eating me alive
We're inseparable they're always at my side
I don't don't don't don't want this life
Ay just take it from me swear I'll be alright

My insecurities are eating me alive
We're inseparable they're always at my side
I don't don't don't don't want this life
Ay just take it from me swear I'll be alright