Headache

I am lost
Without your eyes on my eyes
And the children
They are silent
Unable to understand
You’re dead underground
Sleep next to me
Like you did
And like you’ll never do again
No strength left
Tell me
How am I supposed to love them on my own?

This is permanent
I am powerless

Perfume bottles
And and an unfinished painting
Our house claims that you’re still here

How could you have been
So careless?

There is no God
Who can bring you back
The only truth
Is that our children haven’t slept for days
And we are without you