Strap (feat. Night Lovell)

In a room full of people, but I feel so lonely
I hate the fact that people acting like they know me
It's always the closest ones that betray you mostly
Can't stand the fact that I even let you like hold me

I got a price up on my head now
I got these bitches so upset now
I am the one that they obsess about
It takes a lot so I'm impressed now

You do not get why I be stressed out
You do not get why I don't get out
I don't give no one my address now
World all around me is a mess now

I keep crystals on me like a strap
2 up on my neck, 8 in my bag
Keep my energy safe from these rats
Ain't no going back no, no relapse

Do the calculations do the math
That means that I'm never coming back
That means if I ever see your ass
Stay away from me you fucking gnat

I've been holding it down for niggas bro
I've been holding it down for people who can't even hold it down for them-fucking-selves bro
Niggas don't even got themselves
They wanna say they got me, don't even got you

Only bitch I ever met that could hold it down like me is karma
I keep my wall up, I know better
Fuck all this love shit like forever
I don't trust a single soul, no never
People switching up just like the weather

I got a price up on my head now
I got these bitches so upset now
I am the one that they obsess about
It takes a lot so I'm impressed now

You do not get why I be stressed out
You do not get why I don't get out
I don't give no one my address now
World all around me is a mess now

I can't even tell you what I go through
Mentally I'm dead and that's the whole truth
Depression took my life but that is old news
You just buying everything they told you
Something's missing, I'm not tripping
There's a void that needs a filling
I just needed you to listen
Family tells me I'm distant, I'm so fucked up I don't visit
I don't like the way I'm living

You not real, you just a figment
You not here, wish you'd admit it
Sorry that I'm gone, I'm dead inside (dead inside)
Lately I've been feeling like this life's a lie (life's a lie)
You can tell I'm living in a place of shame (place of shame)

First the fame
Now you waiting for the rain (for the rain)
Tell me that you playing, but you know the game (know the game)
Take me out the frame
Hope they forget my name (my name)
Take me out yo plans, I don't wanna leave my home
See the way you ran when I looked inside your soul
Now I'm standing in the snow

I can't let you in my life you never know (never know)
I can't trust a single soul you never know (never know)
I look happy but it's just the way I cope (way I cope)
Yeah I'm cold, but I'll let you wear my coat

Stuck inside my head, I don't got nowhere to go
Laying on my bed wishing that I'd never go
Driving on my ones, I just gotta watch my back
And my windows black, crystals on me like a strap