F
When I think of all the friends I've had
F                              Gm     F
You're the one that sticks in my head
    F
But you weren't good
F
Yeah you were bad
     F                     Gm   F
And I'm just trying not to get sad

[Chorus]
    F             Gm
And holidays are coming
     Am           Bb
Yes chestnuts, they are roasting
     C             Dm
And fires that are burning
        Em               F
And the hearts that are yearning
         F              Am
And this year's been a rough one
        Gm              Dm
Must admit it's been a tough one
           Gm        Dm
So now I've kept it together
           Gm         F
I'm at the end of my tether
F                      C 
Ooooooooooooh   

[Verse 2]
      F
And I don't know how
      F
But I must stay strong
     F
I'll believe in this
F               Gm        F7
I don't have to belong to anyone
Gm   Bb     Ab
To anyone   

[Bridge]
N.C.
I want happiness
N.C.
There is snow, mistletoe
N.C.
Candlelights, silent nights
N.C.
Sleigh bells and spells
N.C.
Nutmeg
N.C.
Stocking at the end of my bed
N.C.
Santa, won't you bring me happiness?

[Verse 3]
   F
So I'm still lost
F
And not quite found
    F
Am I doomed for a life
F           Gm    F
Dominated by doubt?
    F
I'm trying to find
    F
The good in this
       F
So I'm writing a word
   F            Gm   F
I'm grateful for this

[Chorus]
F                      Gm
And holidays, they are coming
     Am                  Bb
Yes chestnuts, they are roasting
    C              Dm
And fires that are burning
        Em              F
And the hearts that are yearning
         F             Am
And this year's been a rough one
     Gm                  Dm
Must admit, it's been a tough one
             Gm      Dm
Somehow I've kept it together
               Gm        F
But I'm at the end of my tether
F
Ooooooooooooooh

[Verse 4]
        Eb
Have I lost?
        Bb
Now I'm done
       Ab            Bb
I was once what has passed
         Eb              Bb
I'd had changed what I'd feel
           Ab           Bb
Searching for what was real
         Eb         Bb
And it's hard on my own
      Ab          Bb
But I know I have grown
        Eb             Bb
It's a lesson in one's head
        Ab            Eb
Having faith in one's soul