The Grave

I still see us there
Standing in the cemetery air
Coffin lowering down
I was shattered glass
Broken as we stood there in the grass
His arms were not around

I was in love but I lost it
He couldn't handle the pain
Two of us came to the service
But only one of us was standing by the grave

Do I hate myself?
Is that why I can't trust nobody else?
Do I blame myself?
Am I too fucked up?
Could somebody ever fall in love
With a girl from hell?

I'd never dare let you near me
Scared that I'll lose you the same
Two of us came to the surface
But only one of us was standing by the grave
I remember that day

Seen a therapist
Don't know who exactly that I miss
I wanna love again

We had our whole lives before us
It shouldn't have ended this way
Two of us came to the service
But only one of us was buried in the grave
Only one of us was buried that day