Phobia

With your dormant body, consciously you dream.
But you feel so haunted for what you cannot be.
Your life is in ruins, but still stand you pretend.
That you are not afraid to go out and to breath.

You hear scary noises, feeling that will be smashed by the walls.
Turning on all the lights after you was fallen in nothing.

Laying down in bed with serpents and spiders.
You're running down in a cave, on a never-ending way.
There's someone chasing you, urging to face the death.
You're not giving up of all; you're just tired to regrets.

Social self-excluded, but cry when you're all alone.
Drowning in deep waters or melting on the burning flames.

Phobia!

Face the monsters hiding in your closet
Take a look under the bed first
Then go ahead to the top of highest build of the town
Playing around the edges or fly till the ground
Open your mouth and talk to the mob
Or sew it tight and swallow your tongue
Say you love the person that stands before your eyes
It could be you have a fatal disease and die
You are screaming, ripping your hair out
Being devoured by the worms of doubt
Definitely there's nothing that i can do
'cause the answers is inside of you
You are crying, the despair strangling
You can't understand why your life's disgusting
There's something out there trying put down the door
The pressure's increasing and it crushing your heart

Phobia!

You hear scary noises coming from the outside of the door
It must be you future creeping and hiding in darkness