Too Much

No, it wasn’t enough just to be good
No, it wasn’t enough to do as I should
The more I cursed the doubt
The more I cursed the doubt
The more it writhed and screamed and came rushing out

I picked a fight, I found myself changing
I felt him try, try to contain me
Why make it difficult
Why make it difficult
Just sit me down and shut me up

Am I just too much, too much
Too much, too much for anyone
Is it only worth it if it leaves me bleeding

Too much, too much
Too much to be really loved
Hell of an animal to handle lately
If i’m a mess, at least it’s my mess baby

Gonna gather matter when empty
Then spit you out when shit gets too heavy
Birth only out of death
Dynamite from the depths
Blow up a star, reduce it to nothingness

I see you suffer in all my dreams
Saying “good luck when all you want is everything”
How did I get this way
I swear I’m gonna change
Here comes that black sky again

Am I just too much, too much
Too much, too much for anyone
Is it only worth it if it leaves me bleeding

Too much, too much
Too much to be really loved
Hell of an animal to handle lately
If I’m a mess, at least it’s my mess baby

Tell me I’m too much, too much
Too much, too much for anyone
I love my madness and my crazy feelings
I think I’m the one that I’ve been needing

Too much, too much
Too much to be really loved
Hell of an animal to handle lately
If I’m a mess, at least it’s my mess baby