Heart in Despair

If my heart could talk it would say
Stay with my just one more day
This love and shit aint good for me
I trusted you now im insane
What is it i had to say
To keep you from going away
Underwater till my soul take
Im doing drugs to feel okay
On my own
Ive been in a dark place feeling real low
Take you off my contacts all over my phone
And it must be real nice when no emotion show
Anxious and depressed so i cut when im alone
Take a couple shots now im swerving on the road
But you wouldnt even care
If im crying would you show?
Said you wouldnt even care
If i die you wouldnt know

If my heart could talk,itd say
Please dont let go of me
Dont walk out that door today
And i would give anything
My heart shattered like a glass window
Should've listened to my momma cause they always know
My momma told me trust no hoe
I didnt listen you know that goes
Now im six shots in and i cant see shit
Girl I know i said things but i didnt mean it
Rockstar lifestyle bitch im leanin
Rip my liver,i dont care dont need it
Now dont be sad if i end up dead
Girl i know you saw it comin that night in my bed
Girl i dont wanna wake up every day
Nothing compares to when you wake up in my bed
You got me lighting all these blunts so im never feeling down
Everybody wants to know why ive been staring at the ground
I support wearing a mask so they could never see my frowm
Even when youre gone im still tryna make you proud baby dont forget me
Id still love you if you left me
Lately things been getting messy
And im asking you to help me
Cause baby i dont know what to do
Ive been lost ever since you