Faults

I've tried a couple times
Put my heart on the line
But it never seems to work
Only ended up in hurt
Tried finding someone new
It's getting hard to do
Don't know how to open up
I'm too afraid to love

I wish that I could understand it
But it's kinda hard for me to change my habits

Oh, I'm sorry
I know I'll try to hurt you before you hurt me
Push you away 'cause I'm scared of being lonely
It's easier to hide behind my walls
So, please, don't let go, I'm tryna fix my faults, hm-mm

I'm scared that you'll say goodbye
If I show you my dark side
What if you pull away?
It happens every time

You know that I don't understand it
But it's kinda hard for me to change my habits

Oh, I'm sorry
I know I'll try to hurt you before you hurt me
Push you away 'cause I'm scared of being lonely
It's easier to hide behind my walls
So, please, don't let go, I'm tryna fix all my

Issues that I picked up along the way
Don't wanna worry 'bout whether you'll stay
I'll learn how to hurt and still be okay
'Cause I just wanna
Let myself love and not second-guess
Love with my heart and not with my head
I don't wanna start and think of the end

Oh, I'm sorry
I know I'll try to hurt you before you hurt me
Push you away 'cause I'm scared of being lonely
It's easier to hide behind my walls
So, please, don't let go, I'm tryna fix my faults
Please, don't let me go, I'm tryna fix my faults