Color By Number

And I remember when this used to be fun. Now it holds such a dark place all the friends I've lost. Is it because of me? They said I couldn't do it but I still swear I will. Songs of woo, so dad to see them go. Soon I'll pull the best trick of all. Soon I'll just disappear. Color by number, it's not just a game but it's part of me all the same. Was I too blind to see? Or was it just cold hands and feet. All the friends I've lost, was it because of me?