Not Ok

Well, see you got somebody new in your life
Congratulations, hope it meets your expectations
It's so good to hear you very pretty voice
After all you've been through, everybody's real happy for you

Me myself, I'ma spend the time to say it now
Do my thing, cause you're not a bullshit around my house
Other than that, no I don't really got much else to say

Am I okay? No way, no I'm not okay
Matter of fact, I'm fucked up ever since you went away
I can't hold my head up, got no reason to smile
Been that way for a while
I don't see it getting better for a long time

I'm sorry if that really wasn't what you wanted to hear
But I ain't gonna lie, just to make you feel better
No, we're not together
So it doesn't really matter what I do, what I do

Oh, you said yourself, you'd be better with somebody else
You blew it all up, when you told me that you had enough
You let it all go, when you turned and walked right out the door
Right out the door

No way, no I'm not okay
Matter of fact, I'm fucked up ever since you went away
I can't hold my head up, got no reason to smile
Been that way for a while
I don't see it getting better for a long time

I should've just closed my mouth
When she told me to get the fuck out of her house
But I kept rambling on
And that's how I found all my shit on the front lawn
And now it's been a couple of months, moved on
I didn't, and that sucks
Cause now I can't go to sleep with the hope
One day you realize that you missed me
Now I know it's not a lie
Everybody was telling me that somebody knew in their life
That's cause they didn't want to accept
We are never gonna get back together again
And no, we can't be friends
Cause it won't get over if I don't let it end
And don't ask me again the next time that you see me

No I'm not okay matter of fact, I'm fucked up ever since you went away
I can't keep my head up, got no reason to smile
Been that way for a while, I don't see it getting better for a long time

No way, no I'm not okay
Matter of fact, I'm fucked up ever since you went away
I can't hold my head up, got no reason to smile
Been that way for a while
I don't see it getting better for a long time

No way, no I'm not okay
Matter of fact, I'm fucked up ever since you went away
I can't hold my head up, got no reason to smile
Been that way for a while
I don't see it getting better for a long time