biting my tongue

Tryna make everyone happy first
Jump through hoops like fancy needle work
I'm held together by a thread
Missing 'cause I always aim to bleed
Never ask for what I need
I keep putting me in second best

Empty my head, use all my energy
'Cause I want to impress, so I'll play figurine
I'll bend backwards, till my back hurts
And I'm

Biting my tongue
I'm going off the deep end, and I'm tired of it all
But awake enough to pretend
Biting my tongue
I've been making it a problem, and I'm tired of it all
Can't be awake with all these fake friends

Never let bridges burn
Giving never getting in return
I'm lying in the bed I've made (bed I've made, bed I've made)
One-sided friendship
Always leave it open ended
I'm sick of carrying the weight (weight)

Empty my head, use all my energy
'Cause I want to impress, so I'll play figurine
I'll bend backwards, till my back hurts
And I'm

Biting my tongue
I'm going off the deep end, and I'm tired of it all
But awake enough to pretend
Biting my tongue
I've been making it a problem, and I'm tired of it all
Can't be awake with all these fake friends

Biting my tongue (ahh)
Don't ask me why I never speak my mind (ahh, ahh)
Holding my breath (ahh)
Although it hurts, I swallow the words (ahh, ahh)