Where Do I Go from Here

Where do I go from here, and is it far?
Why was I born with a wish to touch a star?
Why can't I leave things alone, and as they are?

Ooh, baby, can you take the pain,
I'm hurting you once again;
I know you think I'm insane (maybe I am)

Sometimes I'm bad to you, baby sometimes I'm mean.
I'm not malicious, but I don't want to live in a dream;
I only push when I think we should change the scene.
Know what I mean?
I know I'm making you sad
My desperation is bad
Trying to find what I had, but it's gone

Ooh, baby, can you take the pain,
I'm hurting you once again;
I know you think I'm insane (maybe I am)

Who am i, who am i, baby tell me who are you?
Are you adventurous, and think of what we've got to do;
It's really scary what other people's rules can do to you..
I know I'm causing you pain,
Wish I knew how to explain;
Why I stay out in the rain.