medicine

I don't wanna fall back in love
I don't wanna be the one that you were thinking of
Sometimes my arms weren't enough
And you might have a hard time reaching up above
Time keeps passing, so I'm counting on it to make me a little less sick
Your opponent's always been somebody else you would've known
If you knew yourself

Look how
Look how you made me
And thank God for my new shriveled ways
I'm looking up from the bottom
Somewhere under the bridge
I don't wanna be a martyr
I would rather be free!
I would rather be free!
Why don't you say what you want?
Maybe you should go wherever you want for once
I can't pass my time
I gave staying an effort
Somehow I still fell behind
And I don't want a cure, I just wanted to feel fine
And it seems like nothing's changing how I thought it would
I just wish that I had wanted something easier

Easier, easier
Life's all about getting what you want
Why chase something that you will not be catching
Instead of giving up?
Giving up?
Give!

In the midst of it all, I could see your face, I could try again
Oh don't be so cold, you just wanna say: I told you so
And watch as I fall flat
Listen, I just wanna change
And if it's really that simple, why don't you come and fix my brain?
Who am I to judge if you're all alone?
And no one hangs your coat when you get back home
(No one hangs your coat!)