symptom

Thousand times I've told you I'm not one to save
Helping hand I made sure that you knew your place
I know my place, I know my place, I know my place

Hey even though I said I'd fuck you up
I can't stand to see you get like this
I don't wanna be the one
That has to run around
And tell you that you're missed
Even though I said I'd listen
Lately you stopped making sense
I'm not good enough to treat
The parasite disease
That’s been plaguing your head
Maybe I just don't understand

Even though I said
That they’re nothing but words
My brain still tries to find
Something to get behind
And even for no reason
I'll still look for meaning
There's nothing here to gain

I'm as ill as you say
With nothing left to give
Malnourished, turning gray
Just look me in my face
When I talk to you
Cry but have a reason
Don't act like you always knew
I guess I was right
And in the end I'd grasp at you
Knowing you had always wanted to leave, to leave

And if I begged you to listen
Maybe I'd get you to give me some time
Maybe I'd be just like back when you cared
But really you'd shut me off
I want your pity so hear me out
I should embarrass myself for your love
I should embarrass myself for your love
I should embarrass myself

I will stay still in the memory
Here we don’t move, and you’re still there
And nothing ever changed at all today
I tried my best to cure our symptom
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh