Pumping the Vein

I can’t contain my spirit, agony is from within
Long for compassion, control, shut me in
I can even hear my heartbeat
And my chest is going to blow
Pounding!
Stall my breathing, chocking
No air can flow

Thinkin’ is getting thicker
And in my head there’s no way out
Anxiety’ s a whisper, turning into a shout

Pain, pain pumping the vein
My whole existence is pain

There’s a monster in the corner right when I close my eyes
I can feel it getting closer guilt comes in every size
“Why can’t you hear me mama, please make it go away? ”
Silence keeps on ringin’ my soul can’t lay lay lay
No one can understand me, no time for falling out
Anxiety, turning into a shout

Pain, pain pumping the vein
My whole existence is pain

Hold me, somebody help I'm falling
I feel the darkness in my eye
Hold me, this emptiness surrounds me
I know my kingdom is a lie