RETURN2FORM

Sorry to say that to this day
Can't put a name on who to blame
For telling me it's life or death two hide away

I've got to say, it sounds insane
My mind is made to keep away
From anything and anyone who makes me feel

But I'm growing sick of hiding
And dealing with beguiling lies
Of a shadow man who lies
With the lovely nature

But where's my heart residing?
It's happened four too many times
Where an earthly scent of thyme
Guides me towards a blooming light
I've come to realize

My life is far from the norm
And it's taking me by force
Just like a magnetic storm
Since the day that I was born

I felt it, this very morn
This is my RETURN2FORM
The red that I've adorned
Is taken as a warn

That to this day, nothing's the same
Gone is the pain I used to justify
The pessimistic mindset at the time

What can I say to then explain
And put a frame around the shame
That follows me forever like a monster in the woods?

Tell me why my chest is aching
Despite the tears I'm faking
Drying away from off my eyes
There's no point in crying

While both my hands are shaking
I've grown a fear of aging, dyed
By a shadow man who died
While attacking my own light

Breaking & breaking
I'm breaking & breaking
I'm breaking & breaking
I'm breaking & breaking

I'm breaking & breaking
I'm breaking & breaking
I'm breaking & breaking
I'm breaking & breaking
I'm out and now I realize

My life is far from the norm
And it's taking me by force
Just like a magnetic storm
Since the day that I was born

I felt it, this very morn
This is my RETURN2FORM
The red that I've adorned
Will make it known that I have been reborn