Sorry to say that to this day Can't put a name on who to blame For telling me it's life or death two hide away I've got to say, it sounds insane My mind is made to keep away From anything and anyone who makes me feel But I'm growing sick of hiding And dealing with beguiling lies Of a shadow man who lies With the lovely nature But where's my heart residing? It's happened four too many times Where an earthly scent of thyme Guides me towards a blooming light I've come to realize My life is far from the norm And it's taking me by force Just like a magnetic storm Since the day that I was born I felt it, this very morn This is my RETURN2FORM The red that I've adorned Is taken as a warn That to this day, nothing's the same Gone is the pain I used to justify The pessimistic mindset at the time What can I say to then explain And put a frame around the shame That follows me forever like a monster in the woods? Tell me why my chest is aching Despite the tears I'm faking Drying away from off my eyes There's no point in crying While both my hands are shaking I've grown a fear of aging, dyed By a shadow man who died While attacking my own light Breaking & breaking I'm breaking & breaking I'm breaking & breaking I'm breaking & breaking I'm breaking & breaking I'm breaking & breaking I'm breaking & breaking I'm breaking & breaking I'm out and now I realize My life is far from the norm And it's taking me by force Just like a magnetic storm Since the day that I was born I felt it, this very morn This is my RETURN2FORM The red that I've adorned Will make it known that I have been reborn