If I Try To Find You

Cm        Bb                  Am  Ab
  Haven't seen you in a while
F                            F
  I wonder where you are now
Cm          Bb              Am  
  Seemed so grown but I was just
         Ab
 a child
F                          
  Everything you said was so 
           F
profound

Cm                                 
  When you found me I was perfect, 
Bb
freshly seventeen
Am                               
  Said you had never met another 
Ab
girl that was like me
F
  Spilled your words like honey, 
sickly sweet and I believed
F
  Swear I'm grown now that I know 
now, but I still think

[Chorus]
Cm     Bb     Am       Ab
  If I try to find you
F                            F
  Would I be scared of what I see
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Cm     Bb     Am       Ab
  If I try to find you
F                   F
  When is the end of this

[Verse 2]
Cm                Bb           Am
  You should have known better
  Ab

F                          F
  You had a decade over me
Cm                   Bb          
  Thought you were a storm that I
       Am      Ab
 could weather
F                             F
  I was blind babe, now I see

Cm                             
  Should have listened when they 
          Bb
told me to run far from you
Am                              
  Promised worlds and mountains that
Ab
 were never true
F
  All you wanted was to fuck me 
that's all you would do
F
  I should move on find a new one, 
but I don't want to

[Chorus]
Cm     Bb     Am       Ab
  If I try to find you
F                            F
  Would I be scared of what I see
Cm     Bb     Am       Ab
  If I try to find you
F                   F
  When is the end of this

[Other]
Cm              Bb
  Show your face I need to see
Am                Ab
  The bitter taste of ecstasy
F
  Why do I still care
F
  I still care