Drown

The breath is fading with time
And I feel my body getting drowsy
I could believe that this is the end of the line
And accept that possibly this is the best for me

I'm floating and sinking in this ocean
Why didn't anyone stop me from jumping?
I don't understand, please show me some emotion
Will you just watch while I'm dying?

I don't want to die, I just want to wake up
So I'm drowning, waiting for you to find
It's getting dark here and I'm getting stuck
I stand still while I become blind

Forgive me for being like this and dragging you into it
I just don't know what else to say, what to do
I just want to leave it behind, and not feel like shit
And I'm sorry to be throwing it all over you

And when everything seems lost in darkness
Something pulls me back to the surface
(This is the best for me)
And when I already felt completely lifeless
In my mind, the only memory was your flawless face

Forgive me for being like this and dragging you into it
I just don't know what else to say, what to do
I just want to leave it behind, and not feel like shit
And I'm sorry to be throwing it all over you

And when everything seems lost in darkness
Something pulls me back to the surface
And when I already felt completely lifeless
In my mind, the only memory was your flawless face