Monster

Darkness crawls in a shadow I can't shake it tonight
What to do when the war is stuck inside my mind
It's like a great divide
Who wins it's a surprise
Go crazy I'm at a loss for words

It's hard to measure
This pain or pleasure
Try and do better
While the monster plays at night
It's hard to measure
This pain or pleasure
Try and do better
But my heart is terrified

Morning greets me I'm hazy
My memories are gone
Sent messages ex-lovers
But my inbox is cold
First aid I'm turning red
I'm spinning on my bed
Go crazy I'm at loss for words, come on

It's hard to measure
This pain or pleasure
Try and do better
While the monster plays at night
It's hard to measure
This pain or pleasure
Try and do better
But my heart is terrified

I'm fighting every day
Just hope that I'm okay
No band-aid can repair
This broken mind-affair

I'm fighting every day
Just hope that I'm okay
No band-aid can repair
This broken mind-affair

I'm fighting every day
Just hope that I'm okay
No band-aid can repair
This broken mind-affair