Falling Down

Why does life make it hard
Why does it?
Taking someone life from someone they love
All tho se time
Taking someone life
Why did I do all this
I'm I really soulless?
What was I made to do?
What my purpose?
Is there a meaning of life to me?

Is there a reason?
What my rewards if I complete my life?
Why did shoot him?
It's hard to see someone die slowly
All tho se things I've done
Why was my reason to shoot him?
All I wanted is happiness
I'm I demons or angel?
I'm ia fallen angel?
I never felt love before
What does it feel like?
All of the time?
Who will care for someone who shot a man
Who will care for me?
All I did is harm someone
But do I have a family?
If I did had a family would they care for me?
If they did where are they?
All the time I don't know if I do have a life
Is life perfect or not?
Earth want us here to live and have family
The life earth gives you had a reason?
Why will I get love for a rest of the day will I be forgiven I can't hold the pain of killing someone
All the pain I've given them
I'm I the good guy or the bad guy?
Do I deserve any thing?

Is there a point of killing someone?
All I wanted is too be happy but I killed someone

What is life?
Is there a story of my life?
Is there happiness in my life?
All is left is not hing but horror and hat red
Is there a time for me to say sorry?
All those time do I have a chance to be happy?
The happy toughts of mine is it true or false that I will be happy forever?
The journey of mine won't end?
Is there a cure for this end less chase of pure evil and sad ness?
All ther world's is cruel like this?
Is there a other me with happiness and joy?
The life of mine won't last long as I did everit hing wrong
The life has something to me?
The way I treat other will get to me one day
Will life give me a second chance to do things right?
Will I get karma for doing all tho se bad thing forever or can I come back and do it again?
Will I be forgiven?
All I wanted is too be happy but I killed someone
Can I do right things today and help everyone I hurted?
But sadness and guilt y will stay with me because I have shot someone