nerve

Hit me where it hurts, you know it's impossible to feel
Sever every nerve, maybe I forget if I'm still real
What did I deserve? Nothing in my favor, signed a deal
Losing my own words, you act like you don't know me, I'm still here

Is this what you wanted? Treated me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see it on my phone
It's just not the same at all
I feel like I can't be myself when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately
(I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately)

It's always the same, yeah, it's always the same things
I'm rotting my brain wave and I wouldn't change it
Did you forget my name or am I just a game?
All I wanted was to make it even if I hate it
I tried and I tried to be what you wanted
Thought I wasn't good enough
Hide my face when I'm crying to cry
Maybe another reason I can't get to sleep at night

Is this what you wanted? Treated me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see it on my phone
It's just not the same at all
I feel like I can't be myself when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately

Floating, sinking
Tell me what you're thinking about right now
I can't hear you thinking
Is it too late to turn back now if my lungs give out?

Tell me, is this what you wanted? Treated me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see it on my phone
It's just not the same at all
I feel like I can't be myself when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately