lilies

Slow down
You say you've heard it all now
And that I've wasted all these years
'Cause was I ever here
I guess we'll never know now

I can't be the one
I won't be the only one (lonely forever)
Something good must surely come (to make me surrender)
I have been waiting for this darkness to take me over, oh
Succumb to the feeling of us

Slice my heart out of my chest
The guts and gore on my dress
Oh silly me what a mess
Am I still beautiful now?
I'll find a grave to dig up

They don't deserve grace or love
I never had either of them am I beautiful now
Am I beautiful now
Am I loveable now
Am I wonderful now?
I won't be the only one (lonely forever)

Something good must surely come (to make me surrender)
I have been waiting for this darkness to take me over, oh
Succumb to the feeling of us
There's blood in my mouth
You stare at my tongue as I spit it all out
I climb up the walls like I'm trying to bind them

These lilies are broken
Where did you find them?
Everyone smile or they'll say that we're cut up
Suffocate me or I swear I won't shut up
Tell me you love me I won't ask no questions
Tar keeps on flowing in every direction oh

I won't be the only one (lonely forever)
Something good must surely come (to make me surrender)
I have been waiting for this darkness to take me over, oh
Succumb to the feeling of us
I won't be the only one (lonely forever)

Something good must surely come (to make me surrender)
I have been waiting for this darkness to take me over, oh
Succumb to the feeling of us
Spit in my hair
There's blood in my mouth

You stare at my tongue as I spit it all out
I climb up the walls like I'm trying to bind them
These lilies are broken
Where did you find them?