Conviction

Please don't convict me to this world I hate so much
Please understand me, hear me out before you judge
'Cause you don't know me
'Cause you don't know what I fear at night

Or what I dream
Or how I breathe
Or how I wake up in my own sweat
Or how I scream
When I wait for death
When I lie here alone in my own bed
'Cause you don't know what I feel when the darkness turns off the light

Please sorry forgive me, I don't know what I say
I'm crazy chasing the Sun, that is why I act this way
It's not that I don't love you
Or hate you in any other way

It's just because
I feel lost
When I see you walking away
Maybe you
Can pull me through
Until the beginning of a new day
'Cause you don't know what I feel when the darkness turns off the light

Come on baby, please listen to these words to you
I'm not perfect I'm crazy but all I say is true
'Cause you don't know me
'Cause you don't know what I fear at night

Or what I dream
Or how I breathe
Or how I wake up in my own sweat
Or how I scream!
When I wait for death
When I lie here alone in my own bed
But with you, I'm not scared when the darkness turns off the light