Hyper Cynical

Careful where I tread
Speak with bated breath
Temporary mess
But it feels like forever
And it feels like forever

Careful what I say
Give this truth away
Come and go in phase
But it feels like forever

Heavy mass
Critical
I feel elated, I am afraid, hyper cynical
Oh my God
Break down
Typical
Fucking manic, caught in the panic, cyclical

Careful caught in binds
Taking this in stride
Moment of clarity a debt that I cannot afford
Surrounding, surrounding
A point of focus that I cannot picture any more
Its this drowning, its this drowning
And discerning slowly losing form

Heavy mass
Critical
I feel elated, I am afraid, hyper cynical
Oh my God
Break down
Typical
Fucking manic, caught in the panic, cyclical

I feel it taking hold of me
I feel it taking over me
Hold hope if only I could bleed it out now
Cause I fucking hate it
And I am afraid it
Is nearing the precipice the point of no return
Paranoia in my head
As I said

Heavy mass
Critical
I feel elated God knows I hated the blindfold
And oh my God
What have I done for control?
Fucking manic lost in the panic cyclical

Heavy mass
Critical
I feel elated, I am afraid, hyper cynical
Oh my God
Break down
Typical
Fucking manic, caught in the panic, cyclical

Hyper cynical
I’m hyper cynical
Hyper cynical
So hyper cynical