Salvation

I met my darkest hour, it smiled
I have a hard time choosing fights
My loved ones tell me I'll be fine
Still, I'm so afraid to die alone

I'm so afraid to die alone
'Cause I'm afraid there won't come anyone home
To find me, to find me

I guess I need salvation
I guess I'm wrong for failing
I swallow my pride and cravings
Pray so I don't
Have to renounce my living
Won't let my reason change me
Cover my eyes so gently
Reap what I sow

I cry, it feels like a waste of time
I think it feels like a waste of mind
I'm losing sleep, I fail to hide
But I'm still afraid to die alone

I'm so afraid to die alone
'Cause I'm afraid there won't come anyone home
To find me, to find me

I guess I need salvation
I guess I'm wrong for failing
I swallow my pride and cravings
Pray so I don't
Have to renounce my living
Won't let my reason change me
Cover my eyes so gently
Reap what I sow

I'm so afraid to die alone
'Cause I'm afraid there won't come anyone home
To find me, to find me
So I flip the camera on my phone
Hope for a smile, but he doesn't seem to like me
To like me

I guess I need salvation
I guess I'm wrong for failing
I swallow my pride and cravings
Pray so I don't
Have to renounce my living
Won't let my reason change me
Cover my eyes so gently
Reap what I sow