Scourged With Apathy

Behold the horizon!! - hewn apart.
...you: first apparition thereafter...
The other: yours, the nothing.
Scourged in depth, now dare and see -
Mirror reflection gives an altered shape,
Skin merged in white, your blood congealed...

And your nothing crawls,
At the end of your shivering voyage.
Dragging down a clod of flesh,
Or an offal & disgust of the shameful one?!

In cold fog it disappears again.
Lifeless, yet widen in unknown...

You're so empty now,
So damn lost with a joy of being human!
...be gone now, let this final dream gives
What you strived for, all the lifewater you swallow...

I wonder how long will you deprive me from breathing...