Solitary Song

I don't know what to say anymore
I don't know what to say but i've got to say something
It's difficult as you can see
But i love you a lot more than i love me
I want, i want to go home, and home's where the heart is
And my heart's where you are, but your heart's all tangled up
In things that you can't explain and hardly understand anyway

I don't know what to say, like i ever did
I don't know what to say, so maybe i won't say anything
And hunched over this notebook like some mad frankenstein
I will create something for you in my place
So this song is your friend
Even when you can't talk to me or anyone or even yourself
Just put on this song, it's like being kept warm
It's like being held tight, it's like talking at length
It's like fitting right in, it's like high self-esteem
Or it's not even close

I don't know what to say, but of course i can sing it
Isn't that just like me
Good thing i don't make any sense, i don't make any sense
I want, i want to be of use
And what use is moping?
It seems pretty useless
But my head's all tangled up in things that are meaningless
But i'm trying, i'm trying to get out
So i wrote you this song, and the song is your friend
Even when you can't trust me or anyone or even yourself
Just put on this song, it's just a couple little chords
A beginner could play it, and maybe it can help you begin

But i don't even know what that's supposed to mean
Maybe you can make something up