Insomnia

Another day, the Sun is up again
A brand new day to drag myself around
I feel so anxious, I feel enraged
I feel like I am burning up from inside out

How can I close my eyes
When so much's at stake?
How can I shut my mind
In this cycle of torments?
How can I move on when life is so messed up?
How can I close my eyes?

Another night, the Moon shines in the sky
And I am rolling on my bed, resigned
I feel so worn out, I can't find a way
To knock myself out of this state
My inner hell

How can I close my eyes
When so much's at stake?
How can I shut my mind
In this cycle of torments?
How can I move on when life is so messed up?
How can I close my eyes?

I'm so compromised, I can't push myself very far
I have no focus, my memories begin to hurt
I'm so angry that I have to live this way
I'm exhausted, wishing to go down in flames

How can I close my eyes
When so much's at stake?
How can I shut my mind
In this cycle of torments?
How can I move on when life is so messed up?
How can I lay down (let it down) and forget it all?

And here I am feeling so numb
I hope tomorrow never comes
And here I am still holding on