In My Head

I hate my brain, he looks like dawn
Cold, painful, I don't like the sound
They stay inside my head
Why is everything red?
They stay inside my head
This is not security
Why you looking me now?
Why am I so down?
Why am I wandering around?
Why do you tell me that now?

Sorry mom, I don't know say, I'm not ok, it's not my day
Sorry dad, I didn't make you proud, I don't see a future when I look around
You’re villain, You not feelings
My head calm down when I am singing
They says me: You are dreaming
Control your feelings
Nothing is healing

When look's me: Hey, the loser
You're not approved
You don't have attitude
My brain is so confused, absolutely
You’re not assumed

I feel like I'm just bone
I walk around but I'm still alone
Who is calling on the phone?
Sorry, I gave up on the throne