1990

I want to be a legend
I don’t want to die
I know I sound selfish
But I don’t want to lie
And I know I’m scared to be nothing
So I starve myself to stay hungry
I want to live forever
Is that such a crime?

I want to be a hero
But I’m the one who needs to get saved
I want to be a leader
Even when I lost my way
I want to be the one you can count on
When nothing else makes sense
I want to be the answer
To every question you have

Maybe I don’t need to the whole world to remember me
I just want to know I live forever in your memory

I want to show you I’m human
But I can be so vain
Sometimes I feel ugly
Sometimes I feel insane
Always compare how I’m feeling
To someone else’s exterior
I can feel hopeless
Do you ever feel the same?
I can feel helpless
Do you ever feel the same?

Maybe I don’t need to the whole world to remember me
I just want to know I live forever in your memory

I was trying to grow up
I worked hard to change myself
I didn’t like the way I’d get
I couldn’t stand the way I felt
Why am I so cold in the sun?
Maybe I’m too old to die young
But even if I could now baby
Well I would never change myself
I would never change myself
I would never change myself