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I miss u way too much
I wish you stayed the same
I been here feelin' suss
Numb my pain with the caine

I miss u way too much
U still here next to me
But I don't feel u here
But I don't feel u
Like I did

Or like I used to
We were just kids
Maybe I abused u
Could never commit
That's what I'm used to
Makin people sick

Of what I would or should do for u
Same old shit I'm trapped in my mind
Maybe I just needa fall back in time
Same old ceiling I'm staring at when I rhyme

Maybe I just need to delete the fucking pictures
Lookin' at them like a Christmas wish list
Is this real, or is this hit miss
Spiff like, 5th sip, sniffed a sickness

I miss u way too much
I wish you stayed the same
I been here feelin' suss
Numb my pain with the caine
I miss u way too much
U still here next to me

But I don't feel u here
But I don't feel u
Like I did
Or like I used to
We were just kids
Maybe I abused u
Could never commit
That's what I'm used to
Makin people sick

Of what I would or should do for u
I remember every single hit, I'll admit it
I remember every single picture, we lived it
How the fuck do I not mean enough, is it not enough
What I got, given it in a minute
All I wanted was your love and I bit it

Biting bullets every single chance like its fitness
Maybe if I just rack up a couple digits
You'd forget about him, come with me, and feel it
You feel it
I feel it

How's it go unnoticed though
That's ignant
You feel it
I feel it
Sick of backing off, every time we talk
Every rhyme I bark, got me lost in thought

Of what could've been
But it's just the pen
That I bleed for u
It bleeds through my skin

I miss u way too much
I wish you stayed the same
I been here feelin' suss
Numb my pain with the caine
I miss u way too much
U still here next to me
But I don't feel u here

But I don't feel u
Like I did
Or like I used to
We were just kids
Maybe I abused u
Could never commit
That's what I'm used to
Makin people sick
Of what I would or should do for u