A Given Choice

A stormy day surrounds me,
Angry at something somebody said.
I let that energy drive me,
It builds and wells inside me.

I made a choice to ignore the voice,
Something i now wish i hadn't done!
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
And now my trouble has just begun.

Ignoring what i knew in spite,
In infrared, not ultraviolet light.
I let that energy bind me,
I let it build up to blind me.

I made a choice to ignore the voice,
Something i now wish i hadn't done!
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
And now my mind is on the run.

Free will, a lock on the door:
I must find the key once more.
Lies and the pain, a poor decision i made.
A dark night of the soul, allowing my ego.
I must find a way to right this wrong,
Now i pray and scream to god
To help me end this wicked game.

I made a choice to ignore the voice,
Something i now wish i hadn't done!
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
And now my mind is on the run.
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
Something i now wish i'd, wish i'd never done!
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
And now my mind, my mind is on the run...