Deep End

It′s like I'm always on the weekend
Stuck in my bed while I think of you
And it′s true

It's like I'm always in the deep end
Flailing my hands in the air
Knowing I can′t swim

And I′m feeling fine when I'm home
But I can′t deny that I hate myself
I guess I'm overrated
Maybe I should stop my playing
Tell you just to go it alone but

Maybe I′m gonna stay just like this
Maybe I'm never gonna feel good about
Anything anyone
Am I just being dumb
I′m alive but sometimes
I just wanna be done

She knows that I make all my money
Faking my faith on a Wednesday night, I'm alright
I drove out all the way to philly it wasn't sunny
It′s clear now that I can′t win

And I'm feeling fine when I′m home
But I can't deny that I hate myself
I guess I′m overrated
Maybe I should stop my playing
Tell you just to go it alone but

Maybe I'm gonna stay just like this
Maybe I′m never gonna feel good about
Anything anyone
Am I just being dumb
I'm alive but sometimes
I just wanna be done