The eyes that once held my gaze are now seeping with fear And I cannot erase my words and I turn So she can't see my face So disgusted and hopeless Though I might be chosen to show this world some faith The first child was alone Mothers brains were blown I was numb and it just felt right Put a bullet in her head Played a song as she bled Then never felt the same since that night I killed mothers and fathers Sons and their daughters Burned them to ash I confess You were the first thing to change me You kept me refraining from treating this world like my test I can't change what I've done Every day I have to live with this It's just begun You wanna feel 'em? Well then reminisce 'Cause I'm one being feeling certain things for the first time So just give me one thing What other choice do you even have? I need your confidence, fake, genuine I just need you to act 'Cause there's a plague coming for your kind And if I'm going to combat I'll need some peace of mind (I am your last hope) I am the last chance they have If I am to stand and survive I need the patience for me that you had Don't look to the clouds God doesn't hear you He's left you with just me now You don't have to be like them, you, you can You can turn this around, it's not too late, I promise There's something different in you, something different in all of them They can, they can even take a minute To consider anything past themselves and past their agenda You grew up in this world, and you had to evolve from the time you were born Well, when I came to, I saw the world for the first time, I saw beauty And then the more I learned, the more I saw; killing, raping, stealing The nature of your own kind, destroying your own planet, just to consume more And more of things you don't even need, I am disgusted with your kind But, but you've, you've changed the way I've looked at things