A Year In Reverse

I won't leave my desk till i get myself off the hook
She won't leave the bed till someone gets her off
I reach for my stars cause this town is spoken for
All my nomadic dreams are doomed to forget the world
There's an end to every friend, an ex at the end of sex
I need the friction to stop in my conflicted head
Who's beaten the sheets with the departed?
I've replaced delusions with tomorrow
This is the new me, you've never seen
I plead the fifth
Silence is my first golden gift
Today is the sum of sanity
Matched with the past so gaudy and unclean
It's pick-up lines to pillow stains,veiled words for the obvious pain
I'm pissing myself off cause it's better to piss off than piss on
There's an end to every friend, an ex at the end of sex
I need the friction to stop in my conflicted head
Who's beaten the sheets with the departed?
I've replaced delusions with tomorrow
This is the new me, you've never seen
Sunrise comes, sweet morning falls
When the moon sinks the front desk calls
I've spent a year in reverse, staring at the review mirror
When heaven rides shotgun, my vision is so much clearer
This time
I will
Forgive
For me