Red Roses

You're my read rose
You're all that i know
Nowhere I can go (I can't go)
nowhere to call home
I've been living with this regret
Negatives thoughts all in my head
It's shaping up to be a summer
I'll never forget
Stuck in my bed, dreaming in
red
I thought you and I could kick it
Just like those Instagram
pictures
We had in our minds then
It was way back when
Back when the sun set on the
river
I didn't miss ya
And these flowers would
impress ya
But these pedals gotta fall
someday
And i'll see you when I go
When these roses hit the floor
Goddamit I'm lost without you
But I'm over the doubts
I got these medals all on my
neck now
It don't feel the same
But i know it's for the better
Get your own goddamn sweater
cause you can't have mine
Baby won't you take these
flowers
I've been waiting for an hour
Standing in the rain outside of
your place
If you wanna take more time it's
okay
If you're ready now I'm waiting
always
I'm waiting all day
I'm dreaming all day
I'm sick of yawning
All up inside my head
It's been all up inside my head
Is it something I might've said?
Something I might have left out
on the table?
It's unstable
Are my flowers in your vase still?
Are these pedals gonna fall
someday?
And I'll see you when I go
When these roses hit the floor
Goddamit I'm lost without you
But I'm over the doubts
I got these medals all on my
neck now
It don't feel the same
But i know it's for the better
Do you waste time or do you get
by?
Sleep on my side
Hearing the creeks
Kiss on my cheek, what's it to
me?
I slept by my parents when I
turned 13
When you cross my mind you're
all that I see
I'm still in the darkness
The nightmare's the hardest, uh
And I'll see you when I go
When these roses hit the floor
Goddamit I'm lost without you
But I'm over the doubts
I got these medals all on my
neck now
It don't feel the same
But i know it's for the better