Mommy Issues

One day I'll grow up and tell you the things I would dream
Maybe you'd listen if I didn't scream everything
Maybe I'd live
Maybe I'd die

I'm sorry for yelling, I just cannot talk when I cry
There was a time when I was young
I didn't cry, I just had fun
Then you swept me off my feet, anxiety
And you sat and watched me weep away my dreams

If I went out today
Maybe I'd live
And if I didn't stay
Maybe I'd die

These tears are all alone in a battle zone
And I am laying on the carpet in my room
The floor soaks up my screams as I am left alone
And I am trying my best to break through
To you

If I went out today
Maybe I'd live
And if I didn't stay
Maybe I'd die
I'm sorry for yelling, I just cannot talk when I cry