23

Real talk I get why adults alcoholics
Real life got me dreaming about the tropics
I feel real guilt 'cause I ain't got real problems
Scared to open my mouth and spill the nonsense
Feeling alien to the whole population
Jump out a plane to avoid confrontation
The kids online they all be super woke yeah
But I'm still trying to not be super broke yeah

In my head
In my head
I keep leaving all my friends on read
'Cause they don't understand
It's like my mind got jammed
Or am I just pathetic?

I don't fucking feel like I'm young enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm old enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm holding up
23 got me like
Gotta have it in the bag but
I ain't got no plans

I read my feed like it's the new testament
All my friends are married or getting pregnant
I can not imagine being a parent
I still struggle to pick out what I'm wearing
Gonna be alright
I'll stay up all night
Look up at the stars and wonder how I'll arrive
It could take a long time
Worth it when it's all mine

I don't fucking feel like I'm young enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm old enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm holding up
23 got me like
Gotta have it in the bag but
I don't fucking feel like I'm young enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm old enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm holding up
23 got me like
Gotta have it in the bag
I ain't got no plans no

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

I don't fucking feel like I'm young enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm old enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm holding up
23 got me like
Gotta have it in the bag but
I don't fucking feel like I'm young enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm old enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm holding up
23 got me like
Gotta have it in the bag
I ain't got no plans

Young enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm old enough
No I don't fucking feel like I'm holding up
23 got me like
Gotta have it in the bag but
I ain't got no plans no

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing