Honest

I try to pray but the words aren't coming out the way they used to
Did I lose my faith God do I still trust You (mmm)
I try to worship but when I lift my hands it all just feels so empty
Is it the heavy of the world or is it just me (mmm)
Though I've sung a thousand times
You're perfect and You'll never leave my side

Can I be honest
I just wanna know that You still got this
When all I'm holding onto is a promise
God You promised
That You'll never leave me
When I'm scared of the dark You're right there with me
Your kindness never fails, it's always reaching after me
But right now, God all I need
Is to be honest

Oh I've heard stories of you showing up when it was least expected
Every time you prove your timing always perfect - and the wait was worth it
Again and again and again - see your power coming through
You bring life to what is dead - no there's nothing You can't do
I believe you did it then - so won't You do it now

Can I be honest
I just wanna know that You still got this
When all I'm holding onto is a promise
God You promised
That You'll never leave me
When I'm scared of the dark You're right there with me
Your kindness never fails, it's always reaching after me
But right now, God all I need
Is to be honest

Is Your breath when I can't breathe
Your eyes when I can't see
An anchor as the waves crash all around
Be my heart when I can't feel
And show me something real
Just one taste of heaven here and now

Can I be honest
Can I be honest
I just wanna know that You still got this
When all I'm holding onto is a promise
God You promised
That You'll never leave me
When I'm scared of the dark You're right there with me
Your kindness never fails, it's always reaching after me
But right now, God all I need
But right now, God all I need
Is to be honest