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I don't wanna try to love you
For the sake of my own self-discovery
I am well aware
That would be cruel
I don't wanna take advantage
Of the feelings you have for me
Especially not when I don't know what it is I feel for you

I mean, I know that I lovе being your friend
So much so it makes mе question if I might want a little bit more
But I won't turn you into an experiment
Just so I can be completely sure

So, I'm so sorry, but I think I should go
It just wouldn't be fair to you, you know
Do I like you or do I just hate being alone?

I don't wanna give you false hope
Or entertain something that's never gonna come true
I would never try to lead you on
But I don't wanna figure out who I am
Through figuring out if I like you
So I think it might be best if we just stopped

But I really love being your friend
And it's selfish, but at the end of this
I hope that you'll still let me be
Because even if you were a willing participant
If I experimented, I never want your heartache
To be because of me